So this is my life.......

Lately I have really been doing some soul searching and I have come to the conclusion that.. there's got to be something else out there, something else I can do, so I am going back to school, only this time with a different major in mind. I am going to Nursing School to become an RN. I was going for Radiologic Tech, but when I spoke with my counselor today she informed me I was only 7 credit hours away from being accepted into the Nursing Program, so I thought why just stop at the Tech. degree when I can take a few more hours and go a little bit further and become a Nurse. They are in High demand, and its something I believe I will really enjoy!!!! I feel so relieved and scared at the same time. I am so thankful I have finally figured out what it is I want to be "when I grow up", however at the same time I am scared to death of failure. What if I dont suceed? There's always the possibility, but If i dont try I will never know. I am so blessed Jimmy has allowed me this time to try to figure it all out, and is letting me be able to stay home with Rhiley all this time. He's also working so hard so I dont have to work, and I can finish school. I will start back in the fall and hopefully be finished sometime in 2010. yes 2010.. sounds weird huh?? :0) Wish me luck as I journey out!!! Here I go again!!!!!