So this is my life.......

Lately I have really been doing some soul searching and I have come to the conclusion that.. there's got to be something else out there, something else I can do, so I am going back to school, only this time with a different major in mind. I am going to Nursing School to become an RN. I was going for Radiologic Tech, but when I spoke with my counselor today she informed me I was only 7 credit hours away from being accepted into the Nursing Program, so I thought why just stop at the Tech. degree when I can take a few more hours and go a little bit further and become a Nurse. They are in High demand, and its something I believe I will really enjoy!!!! I feel so relieved and scared at the same time. I am so thankful I have finally figured out what it is I want to be "when I grow up", however at the same time I am scared to death of failure. What if I dont suceed? There's always the possibility, but If i dont try I will never know. I am so blessed Jimmy has allowed me this time to try to figure it all out, and is letting me be able to stay home with Rhiley all this time. He's also working so hard so I dont have to work, and I can finish school. I will start back in the fall and hopefully be finished sometime in 2010. yes 2010.. sounds weird huh?? :0) Wish me luck as I journey out!!! Here I go again!!!!!

Its my party......

Saturday was Rhiley's first birthday party!!! He had so much fun. There was cake everywhere, and we had a really good turnout. It was good for him to get to play with other kids around his age. Here are a few pictures for your enjoyment....

Take care!!!!

Love, Machelle

Welcome Home!

As I stated in my last post, we are offically moved in to our new home and loving it. I actually got unpacked quicker than I thought I would.. (not counting those few boxes still in hiding. ;)) I will say unpacking is not even HALF as bad as packing.. but it will be A LONG time before I do it again! I just wanted to get on here while I had a moment of peace and try to get some pictures up... they arent the best b/c I had a little 'un tugging on my leg.. so you will have to excuse them.. but here you go......ENJOY!!!

THE KITCHEN (part of it anyway)

THE DINING ROOM

THE LIVING ROOM (again just part of it...)


and lastly for now.... the MASTER BATH!!!

I'll put more up later, but thats all i got for now!!! 'Till next time.....

GOD BLESS YOU!!!

Love, Machelle L Smith

I am back!!

Well, I figured out the problem!! It was something on my mom's computer that wouldnt allow me to log in to my account, but I am back and ready to blog!!! We are finally HOME and it feels wonderful! My house is amazing, and I love it! Its exactly what I imagined it would look like and I love love love being in my own home again!!! We are still in the process of moving some things and unpacking some things but for the most part its all done! All my furniture and things are in here!! :0) Rhiley went for his 1 yr. check up (finally) today. His appt. was scheduled for last week but the weather made it not happen, so anywhoo, he got his immunizations and he screamed. It broke my heart, but after I picked him up he was all better! He weighs a whopping 30 lbs. and is 32" long!! WOW! Now that's a big baby!!! haha!!! I dont even think he realises yet that we have a new house, Tank however kinda went crazy, he ran around for a while acting a little weird, but after the first night he settled down, and now he's lazy like the Tank we all know! I will eventually get around to posting some pictures of my new house, I just havent had much time to do anything the last couple of days, but I will!!! I guess I best go for now, Rhiley is quiet and I could be doing things, so that will be all for tonight! 'Till next time!!!

Love, Machelle Smith ***God Bless You***

shopping maddness!

I realised today, I procrastinate WAY too much! I really need to get on the ball with this whole holiday shopping thing! I made a list and I have 3894723897 people to buy for and then turn around and buy birthday presents for Rhiley! Ahhhhhhhh! So I thought to myself, "self, lets go to Wal-Mart and get things done!" Does anyone realise how hard that is to do with an 11 month old baby pulling everything within arms reach off the shelves, and when he doesnt get his way, he screams at the top of his lungs! Oh and not to mention every older person in the store manages to stop me and Rhiley and compliment what a beautiful baby I have! I feel honored they feel this way I really do, but when you are in a hurry, you cant stop every 5 mins. just to chat! Ah! Ok, well. We get to Wal-Mart, i realise, I have no clue what to get ANYONE! There are way to many choices, and what do you get someone who has everything? So my dilema is, well, everything really! This is suppose to be the happiest time of the year, and its just turning into something not of the sort! Mabye I am making WAY to much out of it, but how is it everyone else waits until 2 days before Christmas and can still get EVERYONE on their list EXACTLY what they want, and I cant seem to do that?!?! Mabye I will start shopping exclusively ONLINE! YES! there is a thought! ONLINE SHOPPING! What a brilliant idea! Well, I have a sinus headache and really need to go clean house and finish packing some stuff, so I will go! Enough for today!! Tune in next Time!

**God Bless You**

Much Love,
MACHELLE L. SMITH

On this day

On this, my first attempt at blogging "for real", I realise I am not as computer literate as I once thought...Jeez, it took me like 30 mins. just to figure out the "hello" program for my pictures, at least that is what I think it was for...hummm... ON ANOTHER NOTE! Rhiley had his first encounter with snow yesterday! He didnt know much what to think about it, and just kind of looked at me like, "Mom, you have GOT to be CRAZY!!!!!"

He wasnt nuts about it! I figured he would like it, but he just wasnt having any! We got so much snow it was crazy, it just kept on falling! Naturally, we ran out of propane and almost froze but the good people at MFA Propane came to the rescue! WHOO HOO!! THANK GOODNESS we wont have to rely on propane when our new house arrives, which by the way is competely finished, we are waiting on closing and the rest of the paper work hoop la! Which for those of you have bought homes before know that can take an excrusiating (sp?) amount of time when you just want it SO bad! ahhhhh! Well....... We are still hoping to be in it before Christmas .... or Rhileys 1st birthday at least! GAH, thats another thing... my baby boy... MY LITTLE BABY BOY is almost one year old. On the 10th of this month he will be 11 months old.... man people say time flies, but you just really dont believe it until you have a baby of your own then you realise how valuable every second really is!!!! Cherish the first months they go way way way to fast! I know, at first, all you can think about is the lack of sleep, and the lost years of your youth but as you sit there at 4 a.m. think about all those who want so badly to be moms or dads and that they may never get a chance, and how truley blessed you are to HAVE that chance! Even if just for a second you stop to realise just how lucky you are and take time to just sit and relax because before long your young one, will be at the age where they NEVER want to sit still! They dont stay babies forever, and as I watch my BABY grow up it makes me so happy and my heart is so full of thankfulness that GOD chose me to bring this little person into the world!! As I watch my son learn and explore I am so thankful that I have a baby that is so full of life and health! So,in saying all of that, I hope you can just take time to slow down and enjoy every moment!!!! Sorry this is so long, I told you, I kind of get carried away on these things!!!!! THANKS FOR LISTENING! GOD BLESS*******************

Much Love,Machelle Lea